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Allow the Universe to Bring Your Manifestation, Let Go of Your Control

A Happy New Year! May the new year 2018 bring you joy, unconditional love, amusement and abundance in all areas of your life!

I hope you had a wonderful holidays! 2018 is a very different energy than the past 2017 for sure. The scale is bigger, the energy and urge to shift all the vibration is bigger, everything is a bigger scale! That’s as far as I could see, sense, hear the energy of 2018 so far. As I started out my new 2018 really fast and fast changing, I wanted to summarize what I’ve learnt, observed, and experienced through the course of the stream in my life. To start the amazing new year, I want to share the message around abundance and manifestation. Hence, the topic is “Allow the Universe to Bring Your Manifestation, Let Go of Your Control!”

You might have noticed that my recent blog posts have been a lot about abundance and the law of attraction. That’s because that’s the area I started to work on more and more. I might have mentioned before but I had zero interest in the topic of the law of attraction or abundance genre even after I started my spiritual work for a while. Maybe it was a huge programming in me. Maybe it was a little too hard for me to take in. Or maybe simply I had more urgent needs to focus on which has been and always has been my super sensitivity to energy.

Whatever it was, I started to take a look probably after I left my last corporate job, so maybe around 2016 the earliest. Still, it’s only very recently I started to grasp the concept of manifestation, the law of attraction, the law of allowing, and abundance. My teacher offered an abundance program; that was a really nice class. I liked it so much because I didn’t have to deal with so much coarse energy in the classroom from people unlike other programs. Anywho, this is the area of course, many people spend thousands of dollars on workshops as far as I know. Ahhh… maybe that’s why I had zero interest because I’m a little odd individual. I’m an Aquarius, a Rebel.

A couple of days ago, I had a healing session with someone who has a very bad cold. Unlike when you’re very little, when you are sick, you still have many things you are obligated by. You have your work, so you have to go to work or run your business. Or maybe you’re in collage and you can’t skip so many classes or you’ll be so behind (well, that’s at least what you think in your head). The best thing for you when you’re ill or sick is to rest. But, life sometimes doesn’t allow you to rest well. I totally understand it because I often have to go through work, whatever the “work” is for me, under the physical illness. It’s very challenging for your body because the body is super weak and super sensitive when you’re sick.

When I was working on the energy system of this healee, I could tell that the third chakra which is one’s power center was seriously rock tight. It’s like holding onto something really tight to control. When you’re slipping from the rope you were using to climb the cliff, you probably will try to grab the rope really tight and control the sliding down to fall even though the speed of sliding is no way near your hands and your grip can overcome. That’s the metaphoric representation of “control.”

When things are out of control, let’s say you’re sick or your project is going fast downhill, or whatever it is, your tendency is trying to “control” the situation, so you can bring the balance and “control” the situation back. The fact is when you really tune into it, nothing you’re trying to control is your game. You have no control over on whatever you’re trying to control. It’s a different story if you’re controlling your muscle to lift something, but that’s sort of built in natural mechanism. You shouldn’t have to “control” by force as you might be doing when things are intense.

When you’re in the “control” mode, your manifestation would never visit you. I can guarantee on that. You are very much human; You have physical body. Your brain is an organ, a physical body. Have you seen or been to anywhere in nature where the earth is exposed? Like the Grand Canyon in the US. Have you stand in front of the humongous canyon on your two feet, not flying by a sesna and seeing it from it? The energy and the scale are nothing comparison to what one human can do honestly. The earth is holding everything together with such precise force and positions. Do you know what the earth is capable of? Then, imagine what the universe is capable of, the scale of the universe is like. The universe has beyond the energy of the earth obviously.

When we talk about manifestation, the law of attraction, the law of allowing, we’re talking about the energy, the force, the vibration of the Source energy of the universe. It’s not the force energy of a human, a body, or a brain. What we experience everyday, no matter how you perceive it, everything is working in the great synchronicity. It’s not you as a human body is making it work. Human body is not that powerful. You’re bounded to the physical body and the capacity of the physicality can do is very limited. You have only certain amount you can hold or lift although that can be increased by training. Still, there is always a limitation. The Source energy, the universe, the vibrational vortex, have no limit. Do you see the difference?

When you want certain outcome and things what you see are very different from what you wish to happen, there is one thing you need to do: Let go of your control. You can’t control it, so stop wasting and using up your energy which you need to keep it to heal yourself or to feel good. If things are not supposed to work for you, no matter what you do, it won’t work for you. You might think you are making it work, but rather you probably put yourself in the ditch by interfering what the universe has the greater plans for you. When you use your physical body, your brain, all you can spit out is from the small brains of humans can do. There is a limitation. Let go of the limitation if you want the greater things to manifest in your life and in you.

Rather allow the energy of the earth, the energy of the universe, the energy of the Source to flow in you, through you. What you are not capable physically can only happen when you let go of your physicality and allow the Source energy to do the work for you. See the difference? It’s not me who is healing you or giving you the information by readings. It’s the Source energy coming through me and working on you. If you’re not allowing the Source energy to flow in, no matter how huge, how miraculous the energy is, you’re not allowing your manifestation to happen. You rather stick with your small physicality. It’s not me or my healings/readings which varies, rather it’s the recipient’s receptiveness. Let go of your control and allow the Source to flow. The universe has a bigger vision than your small vision.

I’m writing this in the beginning of the new year 2018 by wishing you to be connected to the Source energy for your manifestation. The message for you in 2018 is to let go of your physicality and control, and to allow the universe to do the work for your manifestation.

With that, have an amazing weekend and the 2018!

Energy Is Everywhere!

Happy Holidays! It’s Wednesday and I’m writing a blog because I now feel much better. I was in a seriously bad shape for a few days since I took the seasonal job. The bottom line, I called it off and left the job on Monday night after my shift. So, I’m on the recovery mode. Everything is a learning lesson. I learned so much about energy and spiritual matter in such a short time in this job that I still haven’t process them all. Anyway, with my eye inflammation is calmer now, I’m gong to write about energy again today. Hence, the topic is “Energy is Everywhere!”

Once upon a time, I was in a women’s group. The facilitator of the group was telling us the story of her son when he was little. When he was little, he heard the pastor said that Jesus is everywhere. Yeah, sounds like something you hear at any church. Then this son took it literally because he was still so little. That night, he didn’t touch his favorite pizza. The facilitator lady asked her son why he wasn’t eating his pizza. He goes, “Pastor said, Jesus is everywhere! Jesus is in my pizza, too and I can’t eat it!!!” He was freaking out. It still makes me laugh whenever I think of that story.

Anyway, that was a side joke. Energy is everywhere, that is. Since I do energy work for my practice, this is very concrete matter for me. Though, sometimes I skip and dismiss more than obvious things in my life because life gets too busy too stressful sometimes. Since I’ve been having this eye inflammation more often lately, I started to have some needs to get this health matter healed completely not just now but for good. When your eye is hurting, you can’t do much in life really.

As I committed myself that I’m fed up with this eye matter every time I get coarse energy attack in whatever form, I thought of clearing the energy of my contacts. I wear contact lens. I use glasses on top of them if I have to use computer or read near objects. I’m really far sighted so my contacts are for normal living stuff. If I need a little more focused matter in near object, I have to have another lens to help me out. So, lens on top of lens on top of lens situation. Anywho, since contact lens are the physical matter, I decided to clear energy. I don’t know why I haven’t done it before even though I clear energy from all other materials.

As I clear the energy of my contact lens on my eyes (my eye is hurting so I couldn’t take it out at a moment), after a while I could feel the neutrality on my eyes. I was like, fewayoooowwww!!! Why didn’t I do this before?! Anyway, my eye, although it still needs to recover, is much easier now. I don’t have pains or irritation like this morning.

After that, I started to clear energy of my glasses. Wow, that had a woman’s energy on them. Yikes! If it’s too close, you can’t see it well!!!! Now, wearing them, they feel weight less and very neutral. Wow! I then did clear energy of my iPhone, computer, and old iPhone 4s. The thing is I could feel when they become neutral energy. That was something. I mean, I need to do this more often like at least once a week if not daily.

Then, I did for my clothing, gym bag, etc… Ohhh!! I forgot my Zumba shoes!! I need to do that after this blog! Anyway, clothing are much more trickier than the hard material. Still, I could feel the difference.

The reason I’m writing about this is that this attached energy in your clothes and all the materials are real and troublesome. One day, my washer got broken in the middle of rinsing. So, I had to hand rinse and hang them. I was doing it in my bathroom which is a small and closed space. As soon as I started to rinse my Zumba gears, my head started to spin all the Zumba songs, choreographies, what the lady said that day, what happened in the class the other day, on and on. I was like, whaaaaaaaaattt?? It was like a loud party in my head.

Then, I realized that it was the energy attached to my Zumba gears. I was like, shoot… I’ve been wearing them with these energy after energy on top of each other. It’s not like I discard Zumba gear in one month or anything. I use them for a while. Imagine how much energy attached to them in the past one year teaching 4-6 classes per week most of the time! Anyway, so I cleared energy on them after I hang them.

This is true about energy. When your head start to spit out something out of blue, highly likely that’s energy in your space. So, either you’re wearing something with energy attached to it or you’re in the space where the energy is in. Oh no need to freak out because you can’t avoid this from happening unless you’re walking dead or something. Sill, this is very challenging because it messes with your thoughts. In my case, it messes with my health even! Well, my eye is not just the energy accumulation but it’s more to do with the “live” energy attacking my space.

Anyway, highly likely you don’t know how to clear energy because you haven’t learnt it like I have been. I’d be happy to teach you, but it’s not like I can show you how to do in one shot. So, it’s better to teach a series of solid energy tools from the basics so you would know what you’re doing. Meanwhile, you’re left on your own. Here are some which would help even if it’s not going to solve everything.

Smudging: You’ve heard of smudging. It doesn’t have to be such a big deal thing, but smudging your clothing and materials definitely lift lower vibration energy quite a bit.

Physical cleaning: Yeah, physically clean helps clearing energy for sure. The lower vibration loves dust. Cleaner the better! Oh, no I’m not a neat clean. I get too busy, so I do my best to do it whenever I can.

Scents: Smell has vibration like sound has vibration. Using some higher vibration scent definitely lifts up. I’m talking about more of the room space here than clearing energy of materials because I can’t stand fragrance. Lavender has high vibration. Rose essence is the highest among plants I believe.

I think those are what I can think of besides energy/spiritual tools I use. You know? I should think about teaching a healing class in the future. It helps tremendously. Though, it would be pretty mid size length program since I wouldn’t teach people without the basic tools. So, that’s like 4-6 months.

Anywho, if you don’t have no way of getting rid of the energy from some clothing and the energy is giving you a hard time every time you wear them, I recommend to discard them. One time, my favorite step aerobics instructor gave me bunch of gears since she wouldn’t wear them anymore. Although I don’t do second hand clothing as I’m energy sensitive, since I knew this instructor, I took them. They were quite bit bigger than my size, so I didn’t wear them too often. But, one day I wore one of them after I started my spiritual learning, then I couldn’t breathe. I felt like the clothes were squeezing me even though it was not tight at all. I took off the clothes and then I felt immediately better.

I wrote an email about it to my teacher at that time and told her about it. She then replied to say that I had been healing this instructor unconsciously in the past and wearing her clothing started to suck up your energy. I was like. ohhhh nooooo… Yeah, that makes sense because I used to support all the instructors energetically whenever I attended their classes. Back then, I didn’t know I was doing unconscious healing or empath healing. I had to discard all the clothing I got from her. I donated to the Goodwill. Probably the people who would wear them don’t have the same effect on them as they have on me.

Anyway, it’s just to give you some different awareness than you might have. I’ll leave it as such.

With that, have a Happy Holidays! 😀

Law of Attraction – Focus on Positives

Happy Holidays! It’s Thursday! That’s right, still Thursday! I decided to write a blog while I have some serene space. You never know what happens tomorrow… That’s sort of my life as a healer/spiritual worker! Anywho, today I wanted to write something for the Holidays and relevant to my recent awareness. Hence, the topic is “Law of Attraction – Focus on Positives!”

I taught Zumba this morning, did an emergency healing and now finally cooked and had my lunch. It feels really good to take care of myself. I have been a little bit off balanced on my eating since I grabbed a little (?) seasonal job. I’m really glad that I didn’t pick too many shifts this week although I thought about it. Thanks to my sporadic seasonal job gigs this week, I get to meditate, clear my energy and have some time to process my learnings. I almost want to cut my seasonal gig since it’s brining too much unnecessary energy into my space, but I must be learning from this as I always am. My muscle testing never says “go for dropping this gig!” Haha~

I baked some cookies to take them to my Zumba classes this week. I have more seasonal gigs next week and I now know that I can’t really expect energetic “ease” from this gig. So, when I have space to be sane, I wanted to do what I wanted to do. It’s been one year since I started to teach Zumba! I started to teach Zumba December Last year. The two classes, my Wednesday gig and Friday gig, they are both the original classes since December. The Thursday gig got added maybe in February. The Saturday gig is very recent. Anywho, with the anniversary and now I have few folks to come to each classes regularly, I wanted to have holiday celebration! Well, I used to bring food to work in my corporate job. Why not for the Zumba classes, eh?

Anyway, since my seasonal job gig has been giving me a lot more energy work than I was expecting, I’ve been under the weather. Though, I wanted to bake and celebrate with people. As I passed my cookies to my classes yesterday and today, I do feel that I’m glad that I decided to do it. It’s a love and gratitude vibration really. Celebration, love, gratitude, joy, etc.

Yesterday, a lady from my Zumba class treated me lunch and gave me a beautiful small purse. She told me that she appreciates I teach Zumba and being nice. I felt so grateful while having lunch with her and the other lady from the class. Have I ever been appreciated for what I do for work before? Not that I could think of. I mean besides my healing work, though. I don’t hear appreciation much for my healing gigs because I don’t contact people after the healing. Though I see in their energy field when I’m done, so it’s all right.

I’ve been receiving gifts from a few people from the Zumba classes lately. Gifts range from the material like socks to lunch treats. I’ve been working in the tech industry for the last ten years and worked mainly with males. So, receiving gifts at work place rarely happened. I was always the one who brought goodies. Hence, this is such a different experience. It’s like a fresh breeze. I’m privileged to have such experiences from people by teaching Zumba.

My teaching Zumba has brought me a lot more than just a small pay check from the gym. I mean, you can never live off from teaching Zumba at the gym. You really have to have other reason to teach Zumba other than just money. I picked teaching Zumba because moving my body is really important for me and I have come to like Zumba. So, I decided to try creating my own instead of relying on other people to give me a joy. Teaching Zumba for me requires a lot more than just dancing. I get to research and learn many different new music and dance. I get to memorize the song and choreography so I can teach the class. I also learn to lead and instruct people. More importantly, I’ve learnt a lot about setting up the “space” for my Zumba classes and dealing with energy coming into the class space. I thought that was it, but now I’m getting gifts of appreciation. What a wonderful thing!

I wanted to bring this up from my small experiences because we tend to focus on something totally off in the Holiday season. People get stressed out. Pushing too much too hard to clear and do all the dues people plan to do. So, the main focus becomes so much about “stress.” If I focus on my recent experience with my seasonal job gig, my life is pretty dark. Though, luckily I have my regular gigs like Zumba and healing work to bring up the lights in my life. You can’t focus on negatives or stress. You have to focus on positives.

Ever since I started to do the seasonal gig, my unexpected healing gigs are rocket rising. I did two healings on the first day at the seasonal job for my two coworkers during my lunch break. Then during the second seasonal gig, I happened to introduce a couple of basic tools to clear lower vibration energy from one’s space and bringing one’s energy back. This customer could feel the immediate difference. She said, “wow, it’s like taking shower.” Exactly! Then today at the gym, I did the emergency healing on the lady from the class who was nauseating. I’ve been quite busy in my healing area this week.

My joy of healing and teaching the spiritual, energetic tools for people is a concrete matter. My joy of teaching Zumba has become a concrete matter in the last one year as well. I get to do both while I have this seasonal job gig. Although I’m not sure what to make of this seasonal job gig at this moment, I decided to put my focus on the wonderful things happening in my life, in my Zumba gigs, and in my healing practice.

The law of attraction is all about “Like attracts likes.” If your focus is negatives, stress, pressure, you will bring those more and attract those more. Instead, you shift your focus on your positive matter in life. If you don’t have any (well, I really hope you can pick something), find something which makes you feel “at ease.” Looking at the water front or playing with your cats, or… The more you focus on your attention to the positives, it amplifies. It gets easier to find more positive matter in life. You got a beautiful purse which works perfectly in some occasion. Your friend took you to an unexpected short tea’n sweet visit. Your company gave you an Amazon gift cards for $25.

Sure, you can say, “yeah, just $25, man!,” or “it’s just tea.” You either take the gifts from the universe as a positive energy (gratitude, joy, love, etc.) so the universe will provides you more of the gifts to you, or take them with negatives so you will bring more negatives in your life! Either way, it’s totally up to you. It’s your life. I have no control over on your life. I’m only presenting what the energy law, the law of the universe is like.

I really wish you to bring lots of joy, amusement, love, gratitude and abundance in your holiday season. There is so much abundance accessible for you in your life. Bring them in by vibrating positives and focusing on positives. Sure, some negative matter happens during the holiday season because the society has been programing people to run that way. Though, you don’t have to follow that pattern. Create your new joyous holidays! You can create it by your energetic vibration and focus!

With that, have an amazing Holidays! Lots of love and gratitude~ ❤